detik2 perkenalan ak dgn die???gara2 tahik lembu...cissss kalu diingat balik mmg rs cm nk sepuk2 je die..for the 1st time ak tau kehadiran die kt sekolah 2 ms g rombongan same2...b4 tu mmg ak x knl sape bdk nie..walaupun kami same2 pengawas libry..tp laen2 bahagian la...die jd brg2 cm tv, radio, projector la ape la..tp ak jaga buku2 jela...pd hal x rajin pun nk bce hahaha..tkut nk jd pengawas sek..jd la pngawas libry je..
die ad kwn baek..bdk yg ak benci jgk..sbb slalu ejek ak ngan nm bapak ak..(ayh ak mmg cikgu yg grg kt sek..so bdk2 rajin nk calarkan kete die..pancitkn tayar kete la mcm2 lg dak2 nakal wat)..dan termasuk la bdk nie..ms dlm bas nk g rombongan nie..mcm2 la diorg usik..geram tul!!satu ms 2 ad la bas berhenti kt mn tah..si bdk 2 ekor nie duk thn ak kt pintu bas..ape diorg kt??apsal ko sombong sgt hah??pehh geramm ak...ak ckp suke ati ar..da blah ak nk naek bas...hahaha..x pdn ngan kecik grg nk mmpus (for ur information..dulu tgi ak x smpai 150cm..ms f2 la hahaha).
ms odw nk balik..kami ad berhenti mkn tgh ari..ms 2 ak ingt lg..ak mkn pizza hut kt bwh pokok hahaha...really miss that time..cm ala2 picnic tepi highway hahah...kemudian blk la ke bas..sume duk lepak2 tepi bas 2..ak yg kecik molek (time 2 jela hehe) duk nyendeng2 jgk kt kwn2..skali....PEKKKKKK waaaaaa pijak taik lembu..T_T
si die gelak giler2 cm nk terguling2 kt tanah...huhuh ak hentak kaki..menangis g shell basuh kasut...huhuhu diorg gelakkn ak smpai la naik bas...sume org ttp hidung..malu x terkata...menangis jela huhuhu...from that moment..i remember his name until now...really hate this guy..i hate but i like..cm ne 2...tiap kali g muar..mesti tgk rmh die..that time i dont know i like him..tp pas die da abis sek..lost contact..x pena jumpa..x pena ad no tepon...lgsung xd la..tapi one thing yg btul2 ak xle miss..tgk rmh die..berharap ble ak pandang..die ad dpn rmh..hahaha lawak3..
6 years after that..i meet him at atm..(ms tu ak still ngan 'bdk' tu)..hahah..ad sorang bdk nie..bratur dpn ak nk kuakn duit..die msuk2 kad xle..ak kt blkg gelak2 jela hahaha..ble ak tgk die xle msuk kad ak g la kt atm laen...da slesai cucuk duit..kami pun terpandang..mule2 terpegun..cm ku knl ini bdk..tp sape ye...hahaha..FARID!!!aeh ank yunus!!haha sengal..nk jgk pgl yunus 2...dak2 sek mmg suke ejek nm yunus..x phm ak...sungguh x sangka dpt jumpa die...die mntk no tepon..tp jual mhl xmau bg..(setia pd bf la knon..xd mknenyer sbb bf yg x setia haha)..da blah dr tmpat 2..tersenyum lebar sgt..lega nyer dpt jumpa..pas2 x jumpa da..lme pas2 terjumpa fb die..
x ku sangka spupu die snior kt ktsn..ish2..makin berkait plak..die cite kt spupu die n spupu die cari ak...tp syg nyer die terslh org...hahaha ak bce komen2 kt fb tergelak2 ak...jauh beza zila n intan..ape da..
drpd fb kami komen2 sampai ak ckp kau bole x jgn kaco ak lg!!hahaha terkesima ko bce ayt ak..ad ke die kutuk2 ak dlm fb..ckp intan busuk taik lembu..mau x hangin satu bdn...hahaha..tau la awk 2 bergurau...tp sy nie sensitip tau..trasa la jgk..
until that time my bf wat hal..ak jd single blk..sediy bkn kepalang..gler2 nyer sediy nie..sbb my 1st luv i think huhhu..n someone told me..bkn sume laki same..ko jgn simpan dendam pd laki plak...n he asked me wat happen..from that moment..kami jd kwn rapat..he always make me happy n give me spirit to move on...dprd fb..ke ym..drpd ym ke msg..dr msg ke cal..wat super saver hahah...ms 2 rs nyer kami skandal2 je...suke2 je nk pgl syg la ape la..memaen je..tp x sangka plak jd btul2..
i told him..btul nie...x myesal??ko x tkut ke ak just nk jadikn ko kambing hitam..tmpt lepas dendam..maen2kn ko je??die kt x...tp kalu ko wat cm 2 jgk..ak nk wat cmne..huhuhu trasa hati..that time i really dont know kalu2 die mmg suke ke or die kecian je...n that time i really dont know yg ak suke die ke or ak just cari tmpt lpskn rs sunyi..konfius gler...
tp..semakin hari..semakin jelas..ak rs ak suke kt die..n if he is the one..let it be ya Allah...rite now i really love him..i dont want guys broke my heart again..biar la org nk kata cepat nyer dak intan nie couple blk..i dont care...i dont want to be lonely...i dont want the same mistake happen again..just want u to prove wat u say..jgn terlalu mencari kesempurnaan..kerana kesempurnaan boleh menghancurkan kau...yg dikejar terlepas..yg dikendong tercicir...( btul ke ayt nie??)
hargai lah yg ad di depan mata..jgn kau tamak tuk miliki semuanya..i luv u now...n i hope forever..amin