KENAPA SINGGAH KALAU TAK MASUK

salam...
hampir sebulan telah berlalu..
hati ak xd luka lg da..sume nyer da sembuh dgn sndiri nyer..ak da dpt trima hakikat..kau x layak mendapat cinta dari ak..cume ak doakn kau sedar ape yg kau tlh lakukn..suatu ari nnt ko akn rs ape yg ak rs..tp mungkin ak akn rosakkn hbgn kau dgn si die..rmai org kt jgn!!nnt kau sndiri yg merana..sriusly ak rs gembira..sbb ape yg die wat pd ak x adil..org kt kalu ak wat cm 2 mkne nyer ak suke die lg..tp bkn suke yg ad..benci meluat sume lah..

skang nie kwn2 mmg best sgt..ad seorang nie tiap2 ari die msg ak..da mcm skandal la plak..tp ak gembira sbb die slalu tmn ak..kami cume berkawan..dan berkawan tu best!!ak gembira ngan hidup ak yg skang..ak bebas nk wat ape ak suke..ak nk kuar dgn tut ngan tet ngan tit..suke ati ak la kn..da xd sape2 nk kongkong hdup ak lg..dlu mmg ak rs terkongkong sgt2..skang nie ak bebas mcm burung..tp xd la bebas sgt la kn...tp ak sgt la SOSIAL!!hahahah...xd la ak maen2 je..

mungkin ak ptut bukak ati ak tuk org laen..tp ak lum bersedia..ak tkut ak akn permainkn org 2..2 yg ak plg tkut skali..mntk2 la sok ak bgun pg memory pahit 2 da terpdm..pena je rs nk hantuk pala nie smpai hlg ingatan..(pengaruh cite boys over flower-die trsgt nk lupekn pmpuan 2 smpai ble acident memory die hlg psal pmpuan 2 je)..alangkah bgus nyer begitu huhuh...

anyway..thanx a lot to all my frens..u'ols btul2 wat ak dpt lupekn die..tp ak ttp akn mnjadi stalker yg berjaya heheh..(tb2 teringt pd seseorang yg ak pena suke suatu ketika dlu ms kt smksr hahaha)..pape pun ak akn ttp bergembira dgn diri ak seada nyer!!!

salam..

sejak akhir2 nie mmg rajin tulis blog..ish plik btul la tgn nie..menggatal sgt nk tulis..myb ini saje lah cara tuk meluahkn prasaan..i've forget him about 50%..power x hehehe..tp mmg x disangkal prasaan tringat2 tu msih ad..just now i should focus on my study n not in love again..really serik tau huhuhuh..

bagi sesiapa yg tgh brcinta..em jgn la mmbiarkn prasaan cinta itu membutakan mata kt..btul la kt org2 tua..cinta monyet..seserius mn pun kt..pasti akn ad dugaan..lbh baek bercinta slps kawin drpd brcinta sblum kawin..dlu ak x percaya..ak kt kite le kukuhkn cinta itu shingga la beranak cucu..nmpknyer Allah btul2 menguji ak..cinta itu lenyap sekelip mata..lbh baek cinta pd Ilahi dan Rasulullah..cinta yg x akan lenyap smpai ble2..

akn ak jadikan sume ini sbgai pngalaman n pengajaran dlm hdup..doakan lah kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat..Ya Allah, Kau tunjukkan lah yg terbaik bg diriku..jgn sesekali Kau melalaikan ak dgn prmainan dunia..ak tiada sesiapa selain mu ya Allah..amin

intan!!fokus pd stdy kau!!ko boleh!!dptkn kmbali kejayaan itu!!yes!!

Manusia - Eh, dah subuh dah?
Malaikat - bangunlah wahai anak Adam, tunaikan solat subuh mu .
Syaitan - Alahhhhhh, kejaplah, ngantuk ini....awal lagi nie?.zzzzzzzz

Manusia - Nak makan, laparlah ??
Malaikat - Wahai Anak Adam, mulakanlah dengan Bismillah...
Syaitan - Ahh, tak payahla..... dah lapar ini !! mmm..sedapnyaaaa? .

Manusia - Hari ni nak pakai apa ye?
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, pakailah pakaian yang menutup aurat..
Syaitan - Ehh,panaslah, takde style langsung, nampak kampung!!!


Manusia - Alamak, dah lewat!
Malaikat - Bersegeralah wahai manusia , nanti terlewat ke pejabat..
Syaitan - Ahhh?awal lagi?mmm..aaahh? suruh si X, punchkanlah?

Manusia - Azan sudah kedengaran... .
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, bersegeralah menunaikan kewajipan
Syaitan - Baru pukul berapa.. rilex lah..awal lagi nieii?.

Manusia - Eh, eh... tak boleh tengok ini, berdosa...
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, alihkanlah pandanganmu, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Melihat dan mengetahui !
Syaitan - Perggghh.... best tu... . rugi ooo kalau tak tengok nie..

Manusia - Saudaraku sedang melakukan dosa
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, cegahla ia..
Syaitan - Apa kau sibuk? Jangan jaga tepi kain orang, lantaklahh? .

Manusia -Elok kalau aku sampaikan nasihat ini kepada orang lain
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, nasihat-menasihatil ah sesama kamu..
Syaitan - Sendiri pikirlah, semua dah besar, buat apa susah2.... pandai2lah?

Manusia - aku telah berdosa..
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, bertaubatlah kamu,sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengampun. .
Syaitan - Tangguhlah dulu, lain kali boleh bertaubat... lagipun muda hanya sekali....rugila. ... (kalau sempatla)


Manusia - Kalau pergi, mesti seronok!
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, kakimu ingin melangkah ke jalan yang dimurkai Allah,berpalinglah dari jalan itu .
Syaitan - Jangan bimbang, tiada sesiapa yang tahu...Jomlahhh?

Manusia ? Uuhhh?letihnya arini..tak solat lagi nieee?.
Malaikat - Wahai anak Adam, taatilah Allah dan RasulNYA,kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat untukmu. Solat itu wajib bagimu...
Syaitan - Hey anak Adam, ikutilah aku,kebahagiaan di dunia (sahaja) dan kebahagiaan diakhirat (jangan mimpilah!) untukmu....

Sekarang anda mempunyai 3 pilihan :
1. Anda - Patutke aku biarkan E-mail ini tetap dalam mailbox aku.
2. Malaikat - Ingatkan pada kawan yang anda kenal (Forward E-mail ini)
3. Syaitan - Tak payah

You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever needed
So tell me what to do now cuz
I want you back

It's hard to say I'm sorry
It's hard to make the things I did undone
A lesson I've learned too well for sure
So dont Hang up the phone now I'm trying to figure out just what to do
I'm going crazy without you

You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever needed
So tell me what to do now when I want you back


Baby I remember the way you used to look at me and say
"promises never last forever"
Told you not to worry
I said everthing would be all right
I didn't know then that you were right


You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever needed
So tell me what to do now when I want you back


I want you back, yeah
You're the one I want
You're the one I need
Boy what can I do?

You're the one I want, you're the one I need
Tell me what can I do?

You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever needed
So tell me what to do now when I want you back.....

I don't know what... what I'm Gonna do

See,
baby I apologize
For all the things that I've done, that I've done
See I know that I've been a fool
For far too long
Baby you don't have to
Go and run away
Just come back to papa
Please baby baby won't you stay
If you really love me
Then why are you leaving me?
I can't live
Thinkin' about this crazy thang
I lose sleep
Just to daydream about you baby (oooh)

I'm going crazy crazy crazy
Just from thinking about you lately (crazy, babe)
I'm going crazy crazy crazy
Just from thinking about you baby (I don't know what to do, ooh)
I'm going crazy crazy crazy crazy
Thinking about you lately (crazy, crazy, crazy)
I'm going crazy crazy (crazy crazy)
When I can't touch you
Crazy crazy (I'm going crazy)
When I can't hold you
Crazy crazy (I'm goin crazy) When I can't see you again

Said I'm going crazy
Baby baby baby baby
Said I'm going crazy

Now I've finally realized
That you are my true love
And I had a lot of time to think
And you're all I seem to keep think, to keep thinking of, yeah
Now I know I need you
Each and every day
I can't live without you
So don't run away
Baby you said that you love me
So why did you leave me
Why why why why?
I can't live
Thinkin' about this crazy day
I lose sleep
Just to daydream about you baby (oooh)

I'm going crazy crazy crazy
Just been thinking about you lately (just from thinkin')
I'm going crazy crazy crazy
Just been thinking about you baby (I'm goin craze, I'm goin crazy)
I'm going crazy crazy crazy crazy (oaah)
Thinking about you lately (de de doodle do)
I'm going crazy crazy (crazy crazy)
When I can't touch you
Crazy crazy (I'm going crazy)
When I can't hold you
Crazy crazy (wooah) When I can't see you again

If I could see you again I would go
If I could see you again I 'd go crazy

salam..
haih..skang nie btul2 keliru..i dont know wat is going on..em tb ble ak siasat..smua nyer mungkin hanya alasan...i know u..i really2 know u...u're not like this..if u have any probs..why u didnt tell me..u said u never lying to me..u will tell evrything..i dont know if i should hate u for wat u have done or i still miss u..i did miss u..i still cannot leave u..evrybody says be patient..be strong..eyrything is jodoh..ya mmg sume nyer jodoh..tp ble die wat cmnie..ak da anggp jodoh ak da mati...i cannot love others accept him..even i found somebody else..it would not be the same..he is the first and the last..is it me who is tergila2kn die??yes i am..just time will tell me the truth..
i know..by now u maybe ad kt tepi laut..u're like that..every prob u just keep it..ssh nyer ati nie nk lpskn org yg menemani stiap ms..org yg dgr aduan ak..org yg jg ak ms sakit..org yg tlg ms ak ssh..org yg pujuk ak ms ak merajuk..org yg sabar dgn prangai ak..org yg tabahkn ati ms ak down..ssh nyer..trasa nk trcabut jantung nie...
dlu mnjadi rutin nk report sume yg brlaku pd die..ble ak beli brg..cpt2 nk g tnjuk kt die.."tgk nie ape org beli..".."tgk nie ape org beli tuk die..cantek x?"perit nyer...my last hadiah tuk die..ubt2 spy die jgn jatuh skit...hadiah yg x sempat smpai sblum die wat kputusan 2...u always jatuh skit..sakit kaki..sakit pala..hdung asik trsumbat..ulser lg..ak pun trasa sakit die 2..i hope u never get sick again..use all the medicine that i gave u..if u skit pala mkn panadol..kalu kn ulser pkai oral aid 2..jgn sesekali lupe..
adakah kau ingt lg ayt nie.."cemburu is the best thing..is the best way to learn sumthing. it is time for you to move foward..learn from what had happened. susah study..i knew it..tapi ramai orang hebat, blajar dari ..setiap persoalan yang timbul dan benda tu jugak yang bakal memberikan jawapan. i believe in you. but initially,you must believe in yourself. Ganbatte! if there is no one appreciate what youve done, then i will be the one. if no one will listen to your tears, i will be the one. ble lame tak jumpa, i feel i want to hear your gossips, your mengadu, your sigh, and all things that makes you feel better. coz that is what i am.."
if u still love me..i will wait for u...that is my promise..

salam...

ak mmg x pena post something yg brlaku pd diri ak..tp starts from today..everything is change..dlu ak yg slalu dikasihi sesorang 2..da xd dlm kamus hdup nie..i dont know wat really happen..how could he just saying that he love somebody else..almost 3 years i love him..wat really happen to him..i dont know wat he's thinking..i've always loyal to u..i take good care of you..how could u do this to me..sume nie brlaku tb2 masa ak tgh camping..i dont believe this happen to me..

dlu blk2 je klas ak trus bukak laptop nk ym ngan die..on skype 24 jam..ym smpai ttido..brgayut berjam2..ak tau die jauh..ak xle nk jg die..tp ak slalu syg die..x pena pun trdetik dlm ati nie nk cari yg laen..adakah kau da bosan dgn ak..adakah kau pnt mnjaga ak..adakah ak membebankn kau..u said that u love me..tp nape tb2 je xd angin xd ribut..kau wat decision cmnie..hancur ati ak..ak x caye die cm2..ak boleh menerima kalu kau kt kau da pnt..tp nape ayt yg kluar dr mulut 2 adalah suke pd org laen..kau tipu..kau bkn cm2..ak knl siapa kau..

i love u..and i always feel the same..too much memory to forget..but i cant..that memory will stick on my head until i die..myb u love me myb not anymore..im just hoping that u look again wat i've done..and wat u've done..i know u're lying to me..i just dont understand why r u doing this..open ur eyes..almost 3 years..where r ur promises to not loving other than me..to always take care of me..to marry me..where..u just broke ur promises..im really hurt..

i hope you can read this..im still waiting for you if you still love me..but if u not..myb i should forget u too..thnx for all you've done..too much thing that u gave me..if u really2 dont love me anymore..i should give back all ur stuff..i cant keep it anymore..all make me think about you..i love u now n forever..